I sit and stare at the paintings on the wall, my thoughts wandering far, wondering how my journey of life has been.
Smooth… hell no!!!! Time they say heals all wounds, but in a situation where time only opens new wounds, what shall I do?
I remember when I use to struggle for an identity, wovering around alter egos, desperate for a fitting ….. it was terrible…. I tell you!!! This journey of life is a lifetime course
And in as much as it hasn’t been pleasant, I’ve never wished for death, for death is a demon I wouldn’t want to fight with.
But I tell you, I almost saw death as my companion …. I almost gave up my life for a peace of mind
But I’m still standing alive, staying strong….hoping that tomorrow might be better!
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