I used to dread the night, I still do, I am afraid of the dark, the terrors that it brings. I sleep with the lights on just so, some childhood monster under the bed doesn’t get me.👹🤡
Not only does the night come with terrors, it also brings this tiny big monster, this voice that makes you question all your time on earth. It is usually in commune with this voice, that I come up with some of my weirdest theories, I even begin to wonder if somehow before I was born, perhaps when I was in heaven, I chose deliberately to come to this earth, because I do not want to believe that someone put me here without my consent, like isn’t that some type of “rape by decision making”. 🙄
You see this tiny voice isn’t so tiny, it will nag at you, push you and try to break you. Talk about self-sabotage 101 and this tiny voice would be the professor. For some weird reason we all have it, some call it a conscience, but i call it the tiny voice, its sole aim in life is to prod you and pick at all the things you did wrong or should have done right, it never applauds nor commend and it sneaks into your mind like a thief at night. DO NOT LET IT WIN!
When it comes like a thief, Shoot it down, because if you don’t, it will rob you of every good thing you own or did, it will create a tree of doubt in your heart and then return every night like a mistress to water that tree… So SHOOT IT DOWN, everytime it opens its mouth to try to break you, it’s easier when you do it as much as you can because this makes the tiny voice to begin to follow your control.
Remind yourself how awesome you are and how much you’ve overcome and soon that tiny voice will loose its voice… You are worth so much more!
Have a great night and may your tiny voice be silenced.
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